Mar 13, 2004
I have moved my blog to shaunwhitefan.blogdrive.com. go see!!
Posted at 11:56 pm by CookieMonster
Mar 12, 2004
My parents' one condition on letting me to go Shik is that I can't go to the prom because they think it's inappropriate for teenagers to be dancing and touching each other, etc. and I didn't really care because it's not my thing and I don't really like all the work that goes into how you look, I'm just too lazy! But anyway... today I was sitting at lunch. And it was me, then Justine, then Brad(Sunoco Boy) at the table, with Kristen and Tasha across from us. So I went up to get a drink from the machine(Minute Maid Strawberry Passion is fabulous) and when I came back Justine and Brad had switched seats so he was next to me and she was on the end. I thought it was kind of weird but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to make a big deal out of it. So then we're sitting and eating and talking and stuff, and then Justine asked me if I was going to prom and I said no, it's not really my thing, and she said you should go, we can shop for prom dresses together it would be so fun, and I said I don't know maybe next year, and Brad didn't say anything, he just watched. So then Brad went up to get some French fries and Justine scooted across the bench and said he's going to ask you to prom! And I was like get outta town. And she's like no really I told him when you went up to get a drink that he should ask you to prom and he said "she wouldn't be interested in me" and I was like "she used to be-" and I was like JUSTINE! WHY DID YOU SAY THAT! and she's like no listen! then he was like yeah key word being used to, and i was like oh i bet you still have a chance and he got a really big smile on his face and then we switched seats so he could talk to you. (I hope you guys got all that, I didn't really used the quotation marks as much as I could have, haha) and I was like oh my word... because I was just overwhelmed by the whole situation and then Brad came back and we acted all normal. But what am I going to do if he asks me? I mean, it's just a weird situation. I used to be obsessed with him! And now I know what kind of person he really is and I sort of like him because he is really nice and friendly and he skateboards and he's really good to talk to, but come on, prom night is a big sex night. Plus what am I going to tell my parents? Please comment! I need feedback. On a less panicked note, Abbe's birthday party is tonight! I got her a gift certificate to a bookstore in the mall and me, Bethany, Erin, and Becca are going to eat at Applebee's with her and her familia to celebrate her coming into the world: what a joyous occasion! Tomorrow Stever's coming over for like 6 hours so that should be interesting. Brad is going to Mustang Sally's tonight. Yeah, that's my dream prom date!:-P
Posted at 04:00 pm by CookieMonster
Mar 11, 2004
I'm back! I have been experimenting insanely huge levels of emotional confusion lately, and since I quit my job I now have time to document these crazy insano thoughts for everyone else to read! Yay! Actually, today was a really frustrating day...it's only 5 and it's already a BAD DAY. At school Josh totally blew me off(more on him then) and then after school I came home to find that my mom had transferred my clothes from the washer to a dryer...BAD MOM! THAT'S WHY I DO MY OWN LAUNDRY! Now all my wonderful comfy Etnies sweatshirts and DC t-shirts are nice little midriff-bearing 3/4 sleeve tops! Yay! Also, I went to pick my brother up from drama practice, I left at about 3:45 and got home at 4:35 because I got sick of waiting and went home. And then I played the answering machine and my brother was asking me to come pick him up so then I had to go back! I was pretty mad. Especially about the shirts. I was practically in tears because I just quit my job and I have absolutely no money and I worked so hard to pay for those shirts and now I don't have any clothes, hardly! It sounds really dumb but I was really upset. Okay, now on to Josh... Josh goes to my school, he's a biker and he's really cute and he has an earring and a tattoo on his arm and he wears hoodies and t-shirts all the time(just like me!) and he likes punk rock and the first week I was at that school he walked me from English to study hall every day and his friend Megan told me he liked me(this is turning into an absolutely huge run-on sentence) and I was sort of confused because I didn't really know him but I sort of liked him too so I was excited but now he never talks to me. He completely ignores me and I have no idea why but tomorrow I'm going to approach him(unless he runs down the hallway like Speedy Gonzalez like he did last time i tried to talk to him) and ask him what's going on because it's a total bummer. Oh, and a note on the man I formerly referred to as my soulmate... he is so not my soulmate! I sit with him at lunch now and he is going to Mustang Sally's on Friday...he's really naughty. I won't say what he talks about at lunch because that would pollute my blog, it's bad. That's about it... on an end note I will let you all know I'm getting my hair cut tonight in sort of a shag with bangs and it's going to look really different and I will probably hate it... as you can tell I am feeling very cynical tonight, not to mention really fond of elipses...That's about it. Come back soon!
Posted at 05:22 pm by CookieMonster
Jan 22, 2004
I'm sorry but I never have time to do this thing anymore, the only reason I have time today is because I was sick and so I don't have school and work. I am always too tired to do it and plus I have my new job at Wendys and crap...too much stuff! So I think this is my last entry. But I will just keep everybody updated at school and Katie I will just have to talk to you online. But I will say that at my new job the one cook is really really hot and resembles Ace from the Real World...which I never watch but Becca is obsessed so I know the peoples names haha
Posted at 02:48 pm by CookieMonster
Jan 17, 2004
Augh, sorry I haven't written in so long but I haven't really had too much to write about because it kept snowing and then I was stuck at home reading and stuff. Let me think of what I did this week... basically we reviewed for exams and then we took 2 of them but we have a bunch left. But we got chem out of the way which is a totally huge relief. And the other day was a downer because I killed my fish Shaun. This was surprisingly upsetting to me since I had not had him for very long at all and I'm sure he wouldn't care if I died or not. But I was actually very sad about it because it was my fault. Anyway... then yesterday I was upset again because my AAR DVD got stuck in the DVD player and it would NOT come out and I was really really really really mad about that because I love my AAR DVD! But then I took apart the DVD player(I'm such a handywoman) and then I got it out. So all is well on that front. And also last night me and Erin went to see the movie Along Came Polly where we learned a very important word... "shart". But I won't tell you what it means because you should go see the movie and learn. It's pretty funny. We also went to the mall and Wal-Mart, and I bought a CD and we listened to Elvis and sang along of course like always and it was a very nice evening. So that's about it... tonight I have work and I'll probably get off early and have no money and be bored out of my skull and that's life. Have a nice weekend everybody.
Posted at 01:46 pm by CookieMonster
Jan 11, 2004
Orchestra music is soothing
You know, I always thought music like with orchestras or like classical music was so boring and stuff, but now I really like it. Especially the stuff from Lord of the Rings. I just borrowed Steve's Return of the King soundtrack and dl'ed it on my computer and it's amazing. I love it. Every time I get online I play it. I am listening to it right now. But anyway...today I was mad at my mom because when I got home from church I fell asleep and nobody woke me up! And the only reason I woke up at 2:30 was because the phone rang. And I was supposed to pick up Becca to go see a movie at 3 so I was runnin around all crazy and stuff and mad, but i calmed down then so that was good. And then this guy in the theater was hitting on one of us, but we weren't sure which of us it was, but he said to his friends, yeah i'd do her. and we were like...yeah, ok. you wish. well one of them was cute, but not the one who said it. anyways. the movie was pretty dumb but i liked mandy's hair. we saw chasing liberty by the way. the movie was basically mandy moore taking off her clothes and getting drunk and stuff. woohoo. mandy moore is definitely not my role model. BRITNEY IS! just kidding. i can't think of what else to put. I practiced guitar for like an hour today and my fingers hurt like heck. This entry's kinda boring so i'm gonna end it. bye bye everyone.
Posted at 08:05 pm by CookieMonster
Jan 8, 2004
That feeling you get when you've accomplished something...
I'm sooooooooooo uber-proud of myself! I got so much stuff done today! I have really been trying to stay motivated with school and everything and today I did really well. I studied math for like...an hour...which is totally a lot, especially for me. I went through the whole last chapter and wrote all these notes down and did practice problems and studied everything really well so I could get caught up because I've felt really lost lately. Then I also practiced my guitar for about an hour. Because I was thinking how I know people who have played guitar for a long time and they still aren't very good at all. I want to be really good! So I'm going to start practicing a lot, like every time I have a chance, until I'm good. And then I finished my gym report(how absurd is that...doing reports for gym class! Craziness I tell you!) and I made a poster of Shaun White snowboarding...speaking of Shauner, I fed my little fishy today. And I talked to him, we had a nice conversation and I told him he's the cutest fish ever and hes gonna do all these tricks and be famous just like the real Shaun. Katie, Shaun White is a pro snowboarder and a pro skateboarder who's our age...he went pro when he was 13. Craziness! I also finished up my automotive report, another absurd thing to have to do. So now my night is practically over and I'll be going to bed soon. Night all.
Posted at 10:09 pm by CookieMonster
Jan 7, 2004
I took the SoCo song test
The stupid thing won't show up, but I'm "babies of the eighties" and i'm "on my knees to get it back again"
Posted at 10:26 pm by CookieMonster
Good music, my new soulmate, fishies
I heard the song "crazy" by Aerosmith today in the car and that's such a great song. I like when I hear songs I haven't heard for a while, and I forgot about them. It's a nice nostalgic feeling. Anyway...today I found out that my soulmate aka Sunoco Boy aka Brad is a druggie and does very bad sexual things with his girlfriend so I'm trying to give up my soumate-ish wantings. My new soulmate is Jason Mraz, although it might be hard to meet him let alone convince him that we are meant for each other. I think he has a cute happy voice especially in that new single of his "you and i both" and he just seems so nice and sweet and fun. I like boys who are nice and sweet and fun. Speaking of great guys, I got a fish today and named it after Shaun White, my hero. I'm doing my science experiment on fish, whether they can be conditioned lol...I'm gonna have some buff little fishies! they will salute and everything when I'm through with them! I'm gonna have Shaun whipped...just like if I ever meet the real Shaun White he will fall in love with me and I'll have him wipped too. Well that's all I have for now, my wrist is tired and I don't like the guy that I used to like anymore(other than my soulmate...the one I actually like-liked that i actually KNEW) so that's depressing. night all.
Posted at 10:11 pm by CookieMonster
Jan 6, 2004
Yeah that was the quickest grounding ever but I'm not complaining. I don't feel like doing a long entry because I've been working on homework but I'll just give a quick update: yesterday me and Erin went to see Cheaper by the Dozen...it was pretty funny and Tom Welling was a huuuuuuuuge bonus of course. And Erin got me this cool stuff from the body shop for my bday that smells dee-lightful. Now for the boy update: we saw one of my loves, John, PacSun boy, at ...where else? Pac Sun. He was lookin hot, let me tell you. And then later on last night I saw my soulmate AGAIN but i was at the gas station with my mom, i was waiting in the car in my pjs and so i put my head down when he came out so he wouldnt see me and then after he walked by i stared at him(no i was not staring at his butt...i was memorizing his outfit for becca: black hooded sweatshirt, jeans) and for the third update, I am doing my gym report on snowboarding so i get to look up all this stuff about my hero SHAUN WHITE! which is great. ok i'm done for now because i want a snack and i have to read some more of the scarlett letter. later my loves...
Posted at 07:33 pm by CookieMonster
